Thanks, Doc

Like all humans, Dr. Anthony Fauci certainly has his faults.  But if it were up to me he’d have a room full of medals and the enforced respect of everyone in the world. 

He was at the front lines of slaying HIV-AIDS and COVID-19 into manageability territory over a series of many decades.   

Not with social media posts and TV sound bites, but with actual science. 

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Imagine that!

As a gay man of a certain age, I remember the righteous and justified anger and vitriol we initially met him with during the AIDS crisis. 

A time when the Reagan administration refused to see its urgency and blithely turned its back on mass death.

And how, as leader of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases (NIAID) at the time, he initially followed suit.

But what he didn’t do was turn a blind eye to ever-evolving facts.  Or nurse his bruised ego by trying to have his critics arrested and put in jail via a kangaroo court. 

He listened

Instead, he listened, learned and modified his opinions and the direction of his agency.  And went on to use medicine to save millions of future lives while helping to open the doors for life-extending treatments of so many others.

He did much the same with COVID, contrary to what Sen. Rand Paul and his blustering band of bull sh-tting bullies were saying this week during cross-examination that told more about the prosecutors than it did about the witness.

When your big reveal is that the person on “trial” gushed in his diary about meeting a movie star, then I and every other teenage girl would have been thrown in the slammer long ago. 

Along with more than a few boys and adult man-boys masquerading as public servants.

Truth hurts

To the latter point, just equate bragging rights and personally autographed photos as the equivalent of a diary entry.

As for the supposed medical inconsistencies and accusations they were spewing, it quickly became apparent that not a one understood how proper research and medical treatments and cures and proper protocols work. 

And how pandemics go.

Take it from me, science is not a straight line.

How do I know that?

Well, I had the unfortunate great fortune to be treated for a serious medical condition that required me to go for seven weeks of radiation treatment five days a week in the basement of one of the best hospitals in L.A. in March, April and May of 2020. 

Also known as the very height of  the COVID-19 pandemic.

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Me, everyday of my treatment

One week no one was wearing masks and you could take a loved one in with you.  Another you masked up and wore gloves and came and went solo.  Then it was full face paraphernalia and isolated waiting areas.  Then single cubicles, constant wipe-downs and ID checks around every corner by scary looking people with face guard body armor and clipboards. 

Supplies were plentiful, then low, then scarce.  Medical personnel the same.  Just when you’d get to know someone they’d disappear, never to be seen again.  You didn’t dare ask what happened to them for fear that someone would tell you the truth.

But then you did because you’re a human being and you wanted to know. 

So you could at least tell someone who knew them to send them your best.  

Because you knew they were at the front lines and did everything they could to help you. 

And in their own small way, did help you.

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Say that again!

That’s not the way it seems to work for Sen. Paul and the bro-y Bot Boy Senators playing junior high level Perry Mason at Dr. Fauci’s expense. 

Here’s a link to an article from NPR that summarizes it.

It also quotes numerous experts about the risks of a hysterical non-science based,, vindictive approach to medical treatment and what it bodes for all of our futures.

I’m too disgusted with the know-nothing MAGA-ness of it all to enumerate.

All I can do is write about it and ask anyone who reads this and happens to know the Good Doctor, that I send my best…

And to say thank you.

For real.

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P.S. – For a palette cleanser, I turned off the news most of the rest of the week and caught up with a little indie horror flick called Obsession that has grossed close to half a BILLION dollars at the box-office, and a big budgeted Spielberg-directed horror thriller called Disclosure Day that has taken in half that amount.  There’s a lot to say on both.  At a later date.

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Everyone is Mean

…Well, not everyone. 

But it certainly got your attention, didn’t it? 

yes???

And that’s because it’s difficult to engage with the news – which these days includes any forms of media, including the social kind – and not be slapped in the face by the type of seething rage I did my best to run away from as a little kid.

The kind of foaming at the mouth anger a bully or mean girl expressed by punching, kicking, biting, cursing – or worse – before some adult would step in, pull the plug, pull them off and, finally, calm everything down.

Oh, where have all the adults gone???

S.O.S.

Not that I myself wasn’t pissed off often at many, many, MANY people and about many, many, MANY things way back when.

I can recall my tiny existential mind seriously thinking, and with equal weight:

  • Why are people racist?
  • Why do some kids beat up others over something as dumb as a football or baseball game?
  • Why can’t I wear what I want to school, and….
  • How come my parents can be so continuously, and consistently, embarrassing ALL of the time????
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Even though I don’t have a satisfying answer to any one of those now, I can honestly state I didn’t know how good I had it back then. 

Because right now it’s far worse and a hell of a lot MEANER.

(Note:  My husband thinks I should say mean-spirited because most people are not innately mean.  But since he’s the far nicer of the two of us, I’ll stick with mean – to the bone).

And normally they’re not even that funny!

I don’t want to make this political but I’m just recovering from Covid, and a weeks worth of TV news watching, where I’ve been continuously slapped in the face by the Trump of it all. 

I mean, I’d much rather write about the brave, smart, thoughtfulness of Zelenskyy but we don’t live in a Zelenskyy world right now, do we?  In fact, it’s actually that kind of world we’re trying to get back.

Instead, what we have is this revelation from a piece in The Atlantic about the former head of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, General Mark Milley:

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It was in 2019, during his welcoming ceremony at a military base in Virginia.  Milley had chosen an extremely disabled, wheelchair-bound vet named Luis Avila to sing God Bless America, which he did wonderfully despite having lost a leg and endured two strokes and brain damage as a result of five tours of combat.

Yet after the song was over, then Pres. Donald J. Trump marched directly over to the general and snapped to his face:

Why do you bring people like that here?  No one wants to see that.

I can hardly believe it

This statement echoes another from a New Yorker article when, during the planning of an intended big military style parade, Trump warned his then Chief of Staff John Kelly that he:

didn’t want any wounded guys in the parade.  It wouldn’t look good for me.

Which echoes Trump’s infamous putdown line about former POW and then Sen. John McCain in the 2016 Republican primary campaign:

I like people who WEREN’T captured.

And thematically gels with Trump skipping a traditional visit in France to a cemetery containing the remains of 1800 dead American soldiers in 2018, when he told his staff:

Why should I go to that cemetery.  It’s filled with losers.

I could wager a few guesses

It’s not surprising, so much as appalling, when you consider the guy has pretty much clinched the Republican nomination for president in 2024, a party that sports as one of its primary constituent groups, the Religious Right.

You want mean, continue to vote for and support Trump, MAGA and Trumpism.  And then pray or confess to whatever your God of choice might be that at worst you are merely sometimes mean-spirited.

Sound it out…

Of course, if you think Joe Biden, 80, is too old (Note: He’s a mere three years older than Trump, 77 – and a lot thinner. Oops, now I’ m being mean! ) and too liberal (Note II: As compared to whom – Bernie?  Or me and my friends????) —

Right behind in the Republican pack, is Florida Gov. Ron DeSantis, 45.  A few weeks ago in a stump speech for his faltering presidential campaign, he ranted this about retired former NIH director Anthony Fauci, 81,

I’m so sick of seeing him….Someone needs to grab that little elf and chuck him across the Potomac.

No, I am NOT embellishing.  He’s been saying it for more than A YEAR.

Someone’s trying to steal that crown

And, I just want to state for the record:

DeSantis – 5’9”

Fauci: 5’7”

The Chair: 5’6” (though I used to be 5’7”)

Population growing everyday

And that:

– DeSantis consistently wears heels to make himself look taller, hates all things Disney and shames kids on camera for wearing masks and eating too much sugar.

-Fauci is responsible for guiding us through the Covid pandemic and facilitating the invention and distribution of the five Covid vaccines/boosters that probably saved me a hospital intensive care visit in the last several weeks.

Amen to this

-The Chair has a sense of humor and has a Joy Inside Out doll sitting in his home office, alongside a poster with a quote from Hillary Clinton that tells you to keep getting up when someone knocks you down and to never listen to anyone who says you can’t or shouldn’t go on.

Fine, Joy and Hillary (Note: Ugh, and The Chair) are not perfect, and there are certainly some meanies in the Democratic Party. 

But…mean to the bone?

hmmmmm

This past week I watched a wrap up of the legal woes of Trump, our twice-impeached former president and cult leader.  It began by telling us that He is the FIRST U.S. PRESIDENT in our 234 year HISTORY to be INDICTED for crimes and that it has happened FOUR DIFFERENT TIMES this year.

  1. In Washington, D.C. for the Jan 6th insurrection.  Among the crimes: a sustained effort to prevent the vote from being counted in a federal election; interrupting Congress’ counting of the vote; conspiracy to deny citizens the right to vote nationwide.
  2. In Georgia: Running a Racketeer Influence and Corrupt Organization that, among other things, tried to get its secretary of state to overturn the election; change the votes by finding illegal votes; throwing out already existing votes.
  3. In Florida: Thirty-two counts of willful retention of classified documents, hiding them in boxes and then lying about it.  (Note: And my fave, testimony that he used them as “to do” and “doodle pads” where he wrote notes to his assistant).
  4. In NYC:  Faking business records to reimburse a personal lawyer ordered to pay off  $130,000 to a porn star the defendant had sex with.  And in doing so, accruing 34 felony charges of lies about the various businesses and corporate holdings used to bill the reimbursement money from.

This is all to say, in the oft-quoted words of one 13th century Turkish philosopher:

The fish rots from the head down.

… and it stinks in here

If we really want to clean up this mess of meanness we’re in, we might follow that lead.

Metaphorically, of course.

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